Mixed Emotions

Thanks to everyone for your congrats, thoughts, and your prayers! I am asking for your prayers during this pregnancy. This pregnancy was not in our plans right now, but obviously it is in God's. I am having so many mixed emotions right now. I am excited, but yet very afraid, nervous, worried, and just have SO MANY thoughts going through my mind. Shane and I were thinking of having another child, but after he got out of the Army. Shane is deploying VERY VERY soon ( I can not list dates here), and will not be here during the pregnancy. He will be deployed for 12 months. I am very concerned due to the complications I had during my first pregnancy with the twins and also their premature delivery. I am afraid of Shane getting injured or killed in Afghanistan. . I can not even begin to list all of my cares and concerns. I have not been to the doctor yet, but from my calculations (via internet calculator) the baby would be due on Nov. 1 which will be one year since my Daddy's passing. Please keep my family and I in your thoughts and prayers!!!

We have growing families on both sides.
My grandparents are going to have 5 new great-grandchildren this year
Chad (my bro) & Samantha in April, Christy in April, April in Aug, Heather in Oct, and me. That will total 15, that is if I just have one.

Shane's cousin is expecting very soon so that will total 6 cousins in that family:)